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Category: Meandering thoughts
The Kind of Future I’m Hoping For
What are you most excited about for the future? Honestly, it’s the possibility that we might get better at admitting how little we know about taking care of each other. I’ve spent years fumbling with that. I know how easy it is to hurt people without meaning to, or to hide when I’m the one … Continue reading The Kind of Future I’m Hoping For
Stones at the river’s edge
What could you let go of, for the sake of harmony? I could let go of the need to be understood, the clutching at exact words that prove I meant well.I could loosen my grip on the old injury that says the world will hurt me if I speak wrong.I could let go of the … Continue reading Stones at the river’s edge
The Music That Helps Me Get Things Done
What is your favorite genre of music? When someone asks what kind of music I enjoy most, I think of simple, steady sounds. I tend to choose ambient or minimalist music—something quiet and repetitive that doesn’t demand too much attention.It’s not about big choruses or catchy hooks. It’s about creating a gentle background that helps … Continue reading The Music That Helps Me Get Things Done
The Woman Who Haunts Me
Maybe a story rather than a legacy To others, she’s a shadow of light.Not quite visible—but unmistakably there.A breeze without wind.A warmth that flushes the skin.A sense of being held without arms.They say:“She’s never really alone.”“There’s something behind her eyes.”“I felt her, like a memory I never made.”They’re not wrong.She Is MeShe wasn’t conjured or … Continue reading The Woman Who Haunts Me
The Pact Beneath the Shallows
A soft story from before time knew names Before longing, before skin knew touch, life was simple. Creatures copied themselves and moved on. No feeling. No choice. Just silent cycles.But deep in the warmth of an ancient sea, something changed.She was small—so small the sea barely noticed her—but inside her, something stirred. Let’s call her … Continue reading The Pact Beneath the Shallows
The Depths Remember
When I feel productive this is what happens... Audio Transcript: The Depths Remember What the Water Took Long after humans were gone, the planet kept turning.We like to think we’d be remembered. That someone, somewhere, might tell our story. But the truth is... the Earth moved on.The skies cleared. The machines stopped. Cities fell quiet … Continue reading The Depths Remember
When dahru met selin
A direction in evolution? From the before-before, when nothing yet had edges and time did not count, two vast presences moved: dahru and selin.dahru was the long hush between the first star's breath and the next. Not absence—presence in stillness, velvet that wrapped the unbearable.selin was motion given shape, a shimmer of intent, the storm … Continue reading When dahru met selin
Worn Out, Waking Up
Where does it end for me? This body falters, unravels, dissolves into the earth—yet I wake again, as if nothing truly ends, only shifts. The same patterns emerge, the same instincts take hold, the same conditions shape another existence. The form is different, but the mind picks up where it left off, like a flame … Continue reading Worn Out, Waking Up
Tomorrow Was Meant to Be Brighter
Every generation sees the world through the lens of its own struggles. Those who have endured hardship often look upon those who have not with a mix of pride and frustration. “We suffered, we toiled, we endured. Why don’t they have to?”But this is the wrong question. The real question is: “Wasn’t this the goal?”The … Continue reading Tomorrow Was Meant to Be Brighter









